It was a nice coincidence this morning that my inspirational emails were both about similar thing. Motives and Keeping Score. Maybe the true coincidence is timing.
Spending a lot of time with family can leave one feeling a lot of emotions. I myself feel a lot of emotions. Esp this year. Maybe because we are retired and i do not have the distractions of work and career. Maybe because I always miss my mom during the holidays. Maybe because of the evolution of social media. It is easy to fall into the pattern of comparing oneself. One of my friends calls it comparing my insides to others outsides. I suppose I still do that. Its probably human nature. I have some friends who are fully involved in social media. I have some friends who fervently avoid it. I try to keep a happy medium. Enjoy the keeping in touch aspect, follow some bloggers and fashion instagrams, connecting with others I might not otherwise, seeing peoples families grow up. Some groups on Facebook that I get a lot of inspiration from. But avoid the negative pitfalls...There are a lot of them: comparison, gossip, judgment, fakeness, superficiality, time wasting...not to mention the things I might be accomplishing if I were not on social media. But I do find myself having much more free time now...And actually I am on social media less often that when I was bored at work all day.
Anyway, back to the score keeping. It basically goes to the hard of one's motives. The gift giving aspect of Christmas is very much deserving of at least a consideration of our motives. That is an entire separate discussion. I went to Silver Dollar City with a friend and her mom and sister Thursday. It was really nice. We walked around and looked at the shops and went to a musical. Then we took in the lights and the lights were fantastic! I got to watch a bit of glass blowing and pottery spinning. I loved it. Just the drive alone was breathtaking! I also enjoyed the company and conversation. My friends' mom commented that her neighbor brings them lost of baked treats. And if they take her something, she immediately gives something in return. I know a couple of relatives like that. I think I am a little like that. It is positive, I want to do nice things for others, esp when they have done something for me. But the real reason we do for others is because that is what love is. I will not really change my attitude toward this, but I will be mindful of my motives and most importantly, not expect anything back.
Many things are changing now that we are retired. One of those things is plenty of time for reflection. This time of the year I seem to take some time to reflect more. It will be interesting to see how this is New Years time goes now that I am less busy. I think the big difference is that I am looking forward to a new year more than ever. I am looking forward to doing more things with DH. Big things like travel and new interests, but even just fine tuning our day to day routine.
He is gone all weekend hunting and I really miss him. No deer yet, but he is going to stay until Monday if he still has not gotten one. I want him to enjoy himself, but I don't really want another deer. One is plenty. I guess we will just be generous if he gets another. He does want to be home to ring in the New Year with his baby. Until then, we are limited to sending emails and PM (on social media - how ironic!)
Hope you all are having a great weekend. Are you thinking of the New Year? Any big plans? Small plans? Mindfulness or intentions? I usually pick a word. Mine is "receive". I chose a very passive word intentionally. I am changing already!
Saturday, December 29, 2018
Friday, December 28, 2018
One week
We are now one week in to the days getting longer. I haven't noticed. I still have no phone. Makes posting difficult. I am settling in for a cold weekend in solitude, with no phone. DH went north to hunt. I will check in tomorrow or Sunday and chat.
Have a wonderful Friday!
Have a wonderful Friday!
Tuesday, December 25, 2018
Merry Christmas
Have been pretty busy celebrating Christmas with families. I am tired and ready for it to be over, but in a good way. Between baking and helping my inlaws serve 2 meals, and having a nephew overnight, I am having some sore back and feel like I need to start my diet tomorrow! I did manage to walk Sunday and Monday. Today I did a mini yoga session on my own. I think I will take a day off walking to rest my back. Oh, we also raked leaves Sunday.
Last night we had dinner with my sister and her family. Today I am hosting DH family. Tomorrow should be pretty relaxing. I feel the abundance in my life.
I hope all of you are spending your holiday with someone you love, or at least holding memories close. I feel sad my DGM dear grandmother is probably spending her day alone, at least with her fellow residents. My aunt was in the hospital with the flu the one grandchild besides me would would be there I guess he is sick too.
Sometimes our memories are all we have. Sometimes we have to reach out to friends for companionship. I know I have dwelt on these things much throughout my life. I have learned to have a day to day relationship to God. That is all I will need as I grow old, God wiling.
Let there be peace and gratitude in your hearts everyday, not just day.
Last night we had dinner with my sister and her family. Today I am hosting DH family. Tomorrow should be pretty relaxing. I feel the abundance in my life.
I hope all of you are spending your holiday with someone you love, or at least holding memories close. I feel sad my DGM dear grandmother is probably spending her day alone, at least with her fellow residents. My aunt was in the hospital with the flu the one grandchild besides me would would be there I guess he is sick too.
Sometimes our memories are all we have. Sometimes we have to reach out to friends for companionship. I know I have dwelt on these things much throughout my life. I have learned to have a day to day relationship to God. That is all I will need as I grow old, God wiling.
Let there be peace and gratitude in your hearts everyday, not just day.
Friday, December 21, 2018
Hello Winter
Luke 1:78-79, “Because of God’s tender mercy, the morning light from heaven is about to break upon us, to give light to those who sit in darkness and in the shadow of death, and to guide us to the path of peace.” (NLT)
It got pretty cool yesterday. I slept pretty good last night. Having headache and back ache made my put off my last batch of cookies for today. Now I wish I had powered through. I bought a new crockpot, broke the crock for my other one. Looked online and couple thrifts, could not readily find a new crock. I will keep the shell and lid for a couple months...see if I can find another crock. If not, I can trash then.
Woke up yesterday at 4am...stayed in bed till 6 and got up. Watched the sun come up.
Later in the day, we moved around some stuff so that we could move my truck in the shop. It really makes things tight in there, but the truck is new and expensive, so we wanted to store inside. I finally got all the commission friend's sister's shoes listed on Poshmark. I have 146 left, but they are all cleaned and listed. I brought all the boots back in my house, hoping I can get them all sold by end of February. The boxes of shoes I have narrowed down to at lieast a single file against far wall of the shop, allowing the truck in. I have 41 of my own listings, mostly jeans and shoes. I have sold gross of over $600 for her and couple hundred for myself. I am saving up for another pair or 2 of tennis shoes. They are all I wear now. So I am just going to embrace it.
My high school class is planning a late January get together. I have been working on it with my friend. I have to use DH phone. No telling when mine will be back. She laughs and tells me she found ANOTHER BOX of shoes. They are totally ok with and I am thinking someday...if all the stuff is listed and I don't want to perpetually stock my inventory...I will let the listings dwindle and I will either donate the last bit, or take them somewhere to sell in person on commission. I will see what happens. My friend said, get what I can and donate the rest. They just needed them gone.
What are you donating? Baking? Hope your day is filled with Christmas preparations and happy planning!
It got pretty cool yesterday. I slept pretty good last night. Having headache and back ache made my put off my last batch of cookies for today. Now I wish I had powered through. I bought a new crockpot, broke the crock for my other one. Looked online and couple thrifts, could not readily find a new crock. I will keep the shell and lid for a couple months...see if I can find another crock. If not, I can trash then.
Woke up yesterday at 4am...stayed in bed till 6 and got up. Watched the sun come up.
Later in the day, we moved around some stuff so that we could move my truck in the shop. It really makes things tight in there, but the truck is new and expensive, so we wanted to store inside. I finally got all the commission friend's sister's shoes listed on Poshmark. I have 146 left, but they are all cleaned and listed. I brought all the boots back in my house, hoping I can get them all sold by end of February. The boxes of shoes I have narrowed down to at lieast a single file against far wall of the shop, allowing the truck in. I have 41 of my own listings, mostly jeans and shoes. I have sold gross of over $600 for her and couple hundred for myself. I am saving up for another pair or 2 of tennis shoes. They are all I wear now. So I am just going to embrace it.
My high school class is planning a late January get together. I have been working on it with my friend. I have to use DH phone. No telling when mine will be back. She laughs and tells me she found ANOTHER BOX of shoes. They are totally ok with and I am thinking someday...if all the stuff is listed and I don't want to perpetually stock my inventory...I will let the listings dwindle and I will either donate the last bit, or take them somewhere to sell in person on commission. I will see what happens. My friend said, get what I can and donate the rest. They just needed them gone.
What are you donating? Baking? Hope your day is filled with Christmas preparations and happy planning!
Thursday, December 20, 2018
Goodbye Fall
I had entry all typed out and then it was gone. I am tired. Had problems with internet today and Netflix. I miss my phone. Maybe I will be chatty tomorrow.
Tuesday, December 18, 2018
I can't believe it is the 18th already
When I posted I thought it was the 16th. I stop all the time and have to really concentrate...what is the date today? What day of the week is it? We have been retired 2.5 months and are starting to see a natural schedule evolve. But we wanted it to be organic and not something that we arbitrarily came up with out of fear or other weirdness out of our emotions.
I pray that I may not worry over the limitations of my human mind. I pray that I may live as though my mind were a reflection of the Divine Mind.
Hazelden Foundation
My emotions are tied to my past, I feel like. So, since I have never been retired before, I wanted to approach it out of honesty and not a picture of what others had told me or what I felt was right because of competing emotions I might not fully understand. After getting our house, finances, cars and paperwork like insurance, licenses, property taxes, bank accounts, address changes all sorted out...it has been our goal to take it real easy this winter. Essentially work on our mental health...and physical. DH has lost about 15 pounds and I have lost just a few, maybe 5 pounds. But we are trying to focus on eating a balanced diet and not eating too much. I specifically am trying to eat more vegetables.
For a week now, after we drink our coffee we don't eat till 11 or 12. Look up the effects of intermittent fasting on our bodies and how we make more HGH if we stop eating at night and don't eat again for 12-16 hour later. I swear this is helping us immensely. DH and I both have inflammation type chronic conditions. I have researched vitamins, herbs and minerals I have been so sick in the past during my working years that I did not know how I was going to keep working.
Vitamins, minerals, herbs, smaller meals, no dairy and at times full elimination diet have turned my health around. I take a very expensive probiotic that made the biggest single impact. I also take a digestive enzyme. DH does not take this, but he eats more veggies than I ever have and he is taking cod liver oil, vitamin C and D with me and he is seeing results in his cholesterol and has stopped the omeprazole. Thank you Jesus. That stuff is linked to many issues and they are even saying possibly dementia.
It is nice to be able to make a fresh home cooked meal at leisure at least once a day from fresh ingredients. Yesterday I roasted in the oven 1 large butternut squash, 2 acorn squash, 2 onions, 1 sweet potation and 1 regular potato. I spread out about 6 - 10 garlic cloves and drizzled with olive oil. Sprinkle with sea salt. Bake at 400 for 45 - 60 min. I also separated all the seeds and roasted them with salt and pepper. Then I let the vegetables cool slightly, scooped all the insides out, put it all together in a soup pot and simmered with about 6-8 cups of broth. Then I added sprinkle of cayenne pepper and double sprinkle of curry powder (not sure how DH would like this) and some black pepper. Then I pureed it with my immersion blender. I use this gadget all the time. mostly to blend soups. But you can also whip cream, make pudding and smooth gravy with it. He LOVED this soup! We did garnish with the toasted seeds and some vinegar
Just holding steady is a victory for me, given my activity level and stress are way down. But this will be 3rd week of 2 yoga classes and I will be golfing today. I used to just force myself to do yoga or workout classes right after work. It is much harder going after a day relaxing at home. But I am adapting.
What are you going to do today to take care of yourself?
I pray that I may not worry over the limitations of my human mind. I pray that I may live as though my mind were a reflection of the Divine Mind.
Hazelden Foundation
My emotions are tied to my past, I feel like. So, since I have never been retired before, I wanted to approach it out of honesty and not a picture of what others had told me or what I felt was right because of competing emotions I might not fully understand. After getting our house, finances, cars and paperwork like insurance, licenses, property taxes, bank accounts, address changes all sorted out...it has been our goal to take it real easy this winter. Essentially work on our mental health...and physical. DH has lost about 15 pounds and I have lost just a few, maybe 5 pounds. But we are trying to focus on eating a balanced diet and not eating too much. I specifically am trying to eat more vegetables.
For a week now, after we drink our coffee we don't eat till 11 or 12. Look up the effects of intermittent fasting on our bodies and how we make more HGH if we stop eating at night and don't eat again for 12-16 hour later. I swear this is helping us immensely. DH and I both have inflammation type chronic conditions. I have researched vitamins, herbs and minerals I have been so sick in the past during my working years that I did not know how I was going to keep working.
Vitamins, minerals, herbs, smaller meals, no dairy and at times full elimination diet have turned my health around. I take a very expensive probiotic that made the biggest single impact. I also take a digestive enzyme. DH does not take this, but he eats more veggies than I ever have and he is taking cod liver oil, vitamin C and D with me and he is seeing results in his cholesterol and has stopped the omeprazole. Thank you Jesus. That stuff is linked to many issues and they are even saying possibly dementia.
It is nice to be able to make a fresh home cooked meal at leisure at least once a day from fresh ingredients. Yesterday I roasted in the oven 1 large butternut squash, 2 acorn squash, 2 onions, 1 sweet potation and 1 regular potato. I spread out about 6 - 10 garlic cloves and drizzled with olive oil. Sprinkle with sea salt. Bake at 400 for 45 - 60 min. I also separated all the seeds and roasted them with salt and pepper. Then I let the vegetables cool slightly, scooped all the insides out, put it all together in a soup pot and simmered with about 6-8 cups of broth. Then I added sprinkle of cayenne pepper and double sprinkle of curry powder (not sure how DH would like this) and some black pepper. Then I pureed it with my immersion blender. I use this gadget all the time. mostly to blend soups. But you can also whip cream, make pudding and smooth gravy with it. He LOVED this soup! We did garnish with the toasted seeds and some vinegar
Just holding steady is a victory for me, given my activity level and stress are way down. But this will be 3rd week of 2 yoga classes and I will be golfing today. I used to just force myself to do yoga or workout classes right after work. It is much harder going after a day relaxing at home. But I am adapting.
What are you going to do today to take care of yourself?
Monday, December 17, 2018
Challenge during my Challenge
Today is buy yourself flowers. I bought myself some new yoga bras instead. Yesterday was go the entire day without complaining. Pretty sure I never complain! Yeah, right. So, I will give myself credit for that challenge. Today I have to send off my phone to be replaced. So I will have no phone for several days!!! What? Crazy. DH is taking it harder than I. I am actually sort of curious. Think it will be mixed blessing.
Day 18 is make time for a wholesome breakfast. I don't have breakfast. But I will adapt by having a smoothie each day for lunch. This will be my first entire week to do so, and I am noticing. Feel great! My test from specialist came back normal and he is agreement that I can continue to treat through diet and not take medicine! So awesome!
Day 19 is do one thing you have been putting off.
Day 20, the last day is Don't Overthing, practice being present.
I will try to post every day still. From my laptop. But tomorrow is golf. So, might be Wednesday.
Have a great week. This is the last full week before Christmas. Easy for me to say, I do not have kids. But I buy for friends, friends' kid and children in the family. Enjoy this week. Stop and just be. Be mindful. Be present. I am going to be asking God to help remind me of priorities and be grateful!
Day 18 is make time for a wholesome breakfast. I don't have breakfast. But I will adapt by having a smoothie each day for lunch. This will be my first entire week to do so, and I am noticing. Feel great! My test from specialist came back normal and he is agreement that I can continue to treat through diet and not take medicine! So awesome!
Day 19 is do one thing you have been putting off.
Day 20, the last day is Don't Overthing, practice being present.
I will try to post every day still. From my laptop. But tomorrow is golf. So, might be Wednesday.
Have a great week. This is the last full week before Christmas. Easy for me to say, I do not have kids. But I buy for friends, friends' kid and children in the family. Enjoy this week. Stop and just be. Be mindful. Be present. I am going to be asking God to help remind me of priorities and be grateful!
Saturday, December 15, 2018
Down Day
Wednesday evening DH took our large SUV back to the city to sell. His brother owns business in busy area. It is parked out in front. Plus, research shows a decent 4wd SUV no rust, gets higher price up there.
Wed night I baked. Thursday I drove with girlfriend to see our 2 good friends with cancer, we had lunch and chatted. Fun. Stressful. Plus it rained all day. I was tired of driving, esp in rain at night.
I got home 11pm to get my Christmas stuff ready to go up to city, see my aunts, granny, former coworker friend B and drive DH back home. He golfed with his brother Thursday.
I took pup with me both days. It is heartbreaking seeing our 2 friends going thru this. And their families. Part of the sadness getting to point in life when you start losing contemporaries is seeing the sadness of your group of buddies suffering along besides us.
I had wonderful visit back hometown, then city Friday. DH and I fell asleep front of TV early last night!
Today, yoga and TV. Along with hot tea and few cookies. Life is good.
Coincidentally, wellness challenge day 13 is send encouraging text to 5 people. Done. Encouraged my aunt in her support of her sister and have texted more than 5 of my childhood friends in this cancer experience. And just now texted my city neighbors and told them I was thinking of them...today one year ago the buried their daughter.
Hug your loves tight. And if that's not possible, let your memories comfort you.
Day 14, wake up early to pray. Done. Day 15...plan a smoothie or tea date with a friend. We are going to eat with parents in law tomorrow.
P.S. we got a text from BIL...SUV sold in 1 day! Thank you Lord!
Wednesday, December 12, 2018
Appreciate Each Day
The phone trolling is just out of control. DH and I are getting 2-6 calls a day from unknown phones. We don't answer. I am convinced they more you answer, the more you get.
I have done some cooking making and baking. 2 fails. One new recipe and one old. I will just freeze and eat this winter when I am desperate for baked coods and too lazy. My DH said I must be distracted. I am pretty preoccupied with my online sales. I am thinking this is not a fit for me. This first year of retirement may be a big exercise in just what is right for me - and I will gladly take that.
Yesterday DH and I took the pup and went to a state park the next state over, we could not believe how cool this area was. We were the only ones there for quite a while, making Tuesdays a natural exploration day going forward. There was a large waterfall and the trails all around it where made to explore it at all different heights. It was quite a find! Then I dropped my phone and cracked the screen. God's way of telling me to stop taking photos and just be in the moment. That was what our instructor was telling us in yoga class Monday night. Message received. Could explain my "baking" fails too.
Another way this message is being driven home for me...another of our childhood friends has been diagnosed with terminal cancer. I need to enjoy each day to the fullest.
Getting ready to cook some pork chops for DH before he leaves to drive to the city to play golf with his brother and take our SUV that we are selling. Wish me luck! I am having kitchen challenges!
Monday, December 10, 2018
Day 10, Wellness Challenge
Today for the wellness challenge, it is get rid of 5 things you don't need.
I have been mercilessly cleaning out extra physical stuff as we have been here, retired 2 months and one week. I take about a car load a week to Goodwill. I even went throught my Christmas decorations early and donated my last big tree last Monday. I need to go through my crafts chest next. But, there is not much left.
I am going to do the Home Organization Challenge in January with Bowl Full of Lemons blog/FB page. I want to streamline my cleaning and organizing in a fun, useful way. That would be in a group sharing with others.
I also plan to find a church and start going Sunday Mornings. I still enjoy my daily devotional and Psalm 31 materials, but want a little more. I do want to share a very special photo of a painting today. My Granny did this and dedicated it to the memorial of my grandfather.
Dr. Tony Evans: "Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for sending Your Son, Jesus Christ, to come in order that He might provide the pathway to You, for me and all those who trust in Him. Thank You for the multitude of blessings You have given to me over the course of my life. Please gently nudge me and remind me if I start to get so busy that I forgot to honor and worship You with my thoughts, words or actions. You are the reason for the focus of this season, and I want to remember that throughout this month. I worship You, Lord, for You are holy, powerful, restoring and the source of my very life. In Jesus’ Name, Amen."
Amen.
Have a great week. The things I am doing without today are 1) worry, 2) fear, 3) judgment, 4) doubt and negativity.
I have been mercilessly cleaning out extra physical stuff as we have been here, retired 2 months and one week. I take about a car load a week to Goodwill. I even went throught my Christmas decorations early and donated my last big tree last Monday. I need to go through my crafts chest next. But, there is not much left.
I am going to do the Home Organization Challenge in January with Bowl Full of Lemons blog/FB page. I want to streamline my cleaning and organizing in a fun, useful way. That would be in a group sharing with others.
I also plan to find a church and start going Sunday Mornings. I still enjoy my daily devotional and Psalm 31 materials, but want a little more. I do want to share a very special photo of a painting today. My Granny did this and dedicated it to the memorial of my grandfather.
Dr. Tony Evans: "Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for sending Your Son, Jesus Christ, to come in order that He might provide the pathway to You, for me and all those who trust in Him. Thank You for the multitude of blessings You have given to me over the course of my life. Please gently nudge me and remind me if I start to get so busy that I forgot to honor and worship You with my thoughts, words or actions. You are the reason for the focus of this season, and I want to remember that throughout this month. I worship You, Lord, for You are holy, powerful, restoring and the source of my very life. In Jesus’ Name, Amen."
Amen.
Have a great week. The things I am doing without today are 1) worry, 2) fear, 3) judgment, 4) doubt and negativity.
Sunday, December 9, 2018
Day 9
Today challenge item was watch the sunset. I did just after walking the pup. Sitting relaxing now. We had no severe weather despite all the warnings - reminds us of the weather scare tactics we had up in the city.
I am having some lingering sore joints including my left low back. Hopefully yoga this weekI can focus on it.
I made 2 kinds of cookies today to freeze till closer to Christmas. If I don't get my cards done soon, that's not going to happen.
Hope you are getting some recharging done this Sunday.
Saturday, December 8, 2018
December One Week In
Friday I had coffee with friends, got manicure and talked to a guy who has couple insurance agencies in the area. He got my resume off Linked In. I never took my resume down or inactivated my profile. So when he called, I listened to what he had to say. He asked if I could come by one of these days. I did. I liked him and think he would be good to work for. Just not convinced I want to work and DH definitely does not want me to.
I suggested if I did at least PT, we could preserve his IRA instead of drawing it down. He replied what good is money if he can't use it to have time together. I tend to agree. For the first time in my life, making money is not my priority.
Saving money...not spending much...making a bit iof pocket change while thrift shopping...well, that is different.
Today for the challenge I made an epic salad. After the pup and I had a brisk walk in the 30's.
1 bag pasta cooked
1 can black eyed peas
1 can pinto beans
1 can black beans
1 cup frozen corn, thawed
1 cup salsa
1 cup mayo
1/2 milk (I used almond)
1/4 diced pickled jalapeno
Shredded cheese (optional)
Chopped green onion
DH said he did not think he would like it, but he likes anything with green onion.
We also had venison burgers smoked on the smoker, roasted veggies and carrot soup. I am trying to get us to eat more veggies and less carbs/meat.
It was good. Now, TV and a fire in the wood stove. The winter mix advisory appears to have missed us, but it was grey and windy here today.
Would not rather be anywhere but here. Stay warm out there!
Friday, December 7, 2018
5 Frugal Things
I read the Non Consumer Advocate blog. On 12/5 Katy wrote Five Frugal Things post and asked readers what 5 frugal things they did.
I actually had a few this week. 1) I repaired a $7 rug that my pup chewed. 2) I made free Christmas decorations I could string lights on...2 tomato cages and one topiary that I wound our grape vine around.
3) I cooked a sweet potato before it went bad and froze it in 4 sections for smoothies. 4) I crocheted 2 neck warmers for my girlfriend who moved to a house with no backyard fence so she has to walk her dog in the cold several times a day.
5) I made my own "photo light booth" to photo my stuff I list on PM and ebay.
I actually had a few this week. 1) I repaired a $7 rug that my pup chewed. 2) I made free Christmas decorations I could string lights on...2 tomato cages and one topiary that I wound our grape vine around.
3) I cooked a sweet potato before it went bad and froze it in 4 sections for smoothies. 4) I crocheted 2 neck warmers for my girlfriend who moved to a house with no backyard fence so she has to walk her dog in the cold several times a day.
5) I made my own "photo light booth" to photo my stuff I list on PM and ebay.
For the Dec wellness challenge, I stayed off social medial a whole day and wrote down a list of short term goals (I always have lists going). Tomorrow is make an epic, creative salad.
This is a challenge I can get behind!
Have a Fantastic Friday!
Thursday, December 6, 2018
Temptation
Whoo weeee. I w as so tired from 2nd power yoga that I went to bed early and slept late!
So, I better walk the dog before it gets yucky. Supposed to be yucky for 3 days. I switched out our 5 bulbs master bather 100 watt equivalent led. Is bright! That helps.
I need to watch my eating little better. Gonna focus on really enjoying my smoothies for dinner for at least a week. Pretty much eat what I want at noon.
"I pray that I may be prepared for whatever temptation may come to me. I pray that I may see it clearly and avoid it with the help of God."
-Hazelden Foundation
Well, the pup is waiting!
Wednesday, December 5, 2018
I Have Been Busy
But what I have accomplished...well, that remains a mystery.
Monday I made venison goulash and lemon bars and did power yoga. Since it was after December 1, Goodwill took my Christmas tree donation. I had a large one and DH a large one when we married. I donated them couple years ago. This house had a fairly large one left in the attic. I am going to find a really slim one.
I decided to duck in and take a look at shoes. I found several nice brands, no or very light wear. I bought 6 pair for $45. I listed 3 for over $100.
I set up spreadsheet for my 2 consign projects. I am selling for 2 disabled people and just taking expenses and 10%.
Tuesday we had to go to other side of county. I popped in another. Bingo. I found Stuart Weitzman, Lucky Brand, Vince Camuto, Cole Haan, Merrell, Nine West...basically perfectly condition. Guess I will see if I can make some fun money. I spent $15 on 3 more jeans and $40 tues. My outlay is now $100.
I paid one client his $100 for 6 pair of jeans I sold. He was pretty happy. And gave me another pair...of Levi's with tags still on them.
Jeans are $5 and shoes $4 (and go on up) at Goodwill. I sold a bunch over the weekend...and not a darn thing since!
I am currently working on updating photos. I made a very amateur "light box" with a light and filter to help my photographs. Cross your fingers!
Dec 3 was take a walk...I will do tomorrow. Was too cold yesterday and too busy today. Dec 4 call someone you love. I called my Granny.
Today was clear your room or desk of clutter. That's already done. Tomorrow is take a social media sabbatical. I will even stay off my phone tomorrow. Be back here Friday!
Have a great Thursday!
Monday, December 3, 2018
December Wellness Challenge
Day 1 was go to bed an hour early. I went to bed late after a long emotional day and 8 hours driving. Then, I was up an hour early because I could not go back to sleep.
The benefit was wonderful but stressful, my sister and I are reminded of how much we miss my mom when we deal with cancer, and we were around many people at the event, which zaps energy. Especially difficult going back to our home town, where our mother passed away in 1991.
Was good to have a low key day Sunday. I am happy to substitute something very meaningful for my extra hour of sleep.
We stopped by our childhood church and met the current minister. We got a photo of both my mother's memorial stain glass window and we got a picture of my granny's memorial to my grandfather...a photograph of Jesus. It is amazing.
I will do 2 days tomorrow and be caught up. Sunday we make a list of 10 things we are grateful for:
1. Jesus
2. Love of my amazing man
3. Family
4. Friends
5. 2nd chances
6. My dogs
7. Our comfortable, cozy, customized, organized, paid for house.
8. My health
9. My sense of humor
10. Our flannel sheets
Sunday, December 2, 2018
Happy December!
Here are photos of my indoor plants.
The Christmas cactus is blooming, right on schedule. The cool watering can I got earlier this fall at an antique mall.
I like it because the long spout helps me water the plant (philodendron?) on top of living room bookcases and the other photo is the other indoor plants that perch on my tiled area where we used to have a fireplace.
I hope you are having a day filled with things you love.
I got back late last night from my friends benefit. It was a great success. I will write more on it later.
I will also post couple photos of some things at my hometown church very special to me. First, I think it is a perfect time to take a little nap. Have a great day!
The Christmas cactus is blooming, right on schedule. The cool watering can I got earlier this fall at an antique mall.
I like it because the long spout helps me water the plant (philodendron?) on top of living room bookcases and the other photo is the other indoor plants that perch on my tiled area where we used to have a fireplace.
I hope you are having a day filled with things you love.
I got back late last night from my friends benefit. It was a great success. I will write more on it later.
I will also post couple photos of some things at my hometown church very special to me. First, I think it is a perfect time to take a little nap. Have a great day!
Friday, November 30, 2018
Am I Overthinking? Day 30
Probably. Maybe this is a pattern. Maybe it is progress, because I am trying like heck not to consider myself center of the universe. Trying to think of others...
Really would like help on this...What do you think? Have similar experience? How did you handle?
One of my childhood friends has terminal cancer. Saturday, in our hometown about 2.5 hours away, there is a fund raiser for him. My sister and I are going. I have a couple other friends who are going. We all live south. 2 of us gals said "Oh, let's ride together...!" Friend 1 says if we take your big SUV, we will chip in for gas. I thought it would be fun. Then DH tells me it will be a pain to remove the tarp he has put down for "carpet" and load the rear 3rd row seat, but he will help me.
Then I texted the one friend about a week ago to ask what time we should leave...she did not answer the time question...talked about couple other things...This is partly the problem with texting, I know, I know...
Then Thursday she calls and leaves a message that she and her husband sold a washer/dryer and have to go to storage unit on the way. This is in the town they just moved from about halfway. Friend 2 still lives in that town. Asked if that was ok, or if I prefer to just take 2 vehs...leaves that message.
I think she has to know, I would not care at all. I have a garage full of her sister's shoes I am trying to sell to help her and sister. Would I mind such a minor detour? Then it occurred to me...maybe other friend voiced that they would just prefer to make arrangements...I dont know, it just seemed weird to me. A month ago these 2 friends went to a concert and only invited me last minute, when her mom had to miss to care for her ailing spouse. I did not go, because of my dogs. DH was deer hunting. Of course, a month before that I mentioned I was going to go deer hunting with DH. So that could be why I was not invited to concert earlier.
I text and give her an "out". I tell her to call. She does not call. This morning I get a group text all 3 of us. Friend 3 asking about meeting. I reply saying friend 1 and I had brief chat, arrangements not finalized, etc. Send photo of buried SUV 3rd row seat. Tell friend 1 to call...several hours have gone by.
I asked DH about tomorrow, he suggested I just go with my sister in separate car and not deal with the situation. Because there is no way for me to know. I would rather err on the side of saying, no big deal, we will all meet there. Than wonder if the girl doesn't really want to be around me and feel uncomfortable.
This summer us 3 gals were on group text and friend 2 said she was going to be in my city for a conference. I was surprisingly hopeful...then as the evening progressed, I texted her and she never answered. I thought it was rude, but I said nothing to her or friend 1.
These 2 friends were here back in September, when we went to see pup we adopted week later. I did mention to friend 3 and friend 4. They did not really understand how to interpret friend 2 ignoring me either. But I should not make assumptions. They both ssid I should have a talk with her about it. I may. But it should be done in person. And this fundraiser weekend is NOT the time. This friend 2 who ignored my text is the one who took my cat and also the one I gave all my furniture to in the city (couch, love seat, chair ottoman). They did come pick it up, granted. But they did it on a weekend we were gone.
Even if I am overthinking. I just prefer not to work so hard. I have found true friendship to be not so much work. That people who want to see you, see you. I am not wiling to spend precious energy here.
Now, what to do about it. My work buddy back in the city...he called it the "drift". He "drifted" away from many family and friends when he moved from West coast city to 200 acres in the Midwest. I think I will start there...I can always talk later.
Beautiful day again today. Spend some time outdoors again. Have a great Friday!
Today I am grateful for my serenity and my tools. I can pick up my toys and go to another sandbox. Give it some time before I do anything. Namaste my friends out there! I appreciate you!
Really would like help on this...What do you think? Have similar experience? How did you handle?
One of my childhood friends has terminal cancer. Saturday, in our hometown about 2.5 hours away, there is a fund raiser for him. My sister and I are going. I have a couple other friends who are going. We all live south. 2 of us gals said "Oh, let's ride together...!" Friend 1 says if we take your big SUV, we will chip in for gas. I thought it would be fun. Then DH tells me it will be a pain to remove the tarp he has put down for "carpet" and load the rear 3rd row seat, but he will help me.
Then I texted the one friend about a week ago to ask what time we should leave...she did not answer the time question...talked about couple other things...This is partly the problem with texting, I know, I know...
Then Thursday she calls and leaves a message that she and her husband sold a washer/dryer and have to go to storage unit on the way. This is in the town they just moved from about halfway. Friend 2 still lives in that town. Asked if that was ok, or if I prefer to just take 2 vehs...leaves that message.
I think she has to know, I would not care at all. I have a garage full of her sister's shoes I am trying to sell to help her and sister. Would I mind such a minor detour? Then it occurred to me...maybe other friend voiced that they would just prefer to make arrangements...I dont know, it just seemed weird to me. A month ago these 2 friends went to a concert and only invited me last minute, when her mom had to miss to care for her ailing spouse. I did not go, because of my dogs. DH was deer hunting. Of course, a month before that I mentioned I was going to go deer hunting with DH. So that could be why I was not invited to concert earlier.
I text and give her an "out". I tell her to call. She does not call. This morning I get a group text all 3 of us. Friend 3 asking about meeting. I reply saying friend 1 and I had brief chat, arrangements not finalized, etc. Send photo of buried SUV 3rd row seat. Tell friend 1 to call...several hours have gone by.
I asked DH about tomorrow, he suggested I just go with my sister in separate car and not deal with the situation. Because there is no way for me to know. I would rather err on the side of saying, no big deal, we will all meet there. Than wonder if the girl doesn't really want to be around me and feel uncomfortable.
This summer us 3 gals were on group text and friend 2 said she was going to be in my city for a conference. I was surprisingly hopeful...then as the evening progressed, I texted her and she never answered. I thought it was rude, but I said nothing to her or friend 1.
These 2 friends were here back in September, when we went to see pup we adopted week later. I did mention to friend 3 and friend 4. They did not really understand how to interpret friend 2 ignoring me either. But I should not make assumptions. They both ssid I should have a talk with her about it. I may. But it should be done in person. And this fundraiser weekend is NOT the time. This friend 2 who ignored my text is the one who took my cat and also the one I gave all my furniture to in the city (couch, love seat, chair ottoman). They did come pick it up, granted. But they did it on a weekend we were gone.
Even if I am overthinking. I just prefer not to work so hard. I have found true friendship to be not so much work. That people who want to see you, see you. I am not wiling to spend precious energy here.
Now, what to do about it. My work buddy back in the city...he called it the "drift". He "drifted" away from many family and friends when he moved from West coast city to 200 acres in the Midwest. I think I will start there...I can always talk later.
Beautiful day again today. Spend some time outdoors again. Have a great Friday!
Today I am grateful for my serenity and my tools. I can pick up my toys and go to another sandbox. Give it some time before I do anything. Namaste my friends out there! I appreciate you!
Thursday, November 29, 2018
More Tests, Days 28 and 29
Hematology specialist kept us waiting 1.5 hours after a 4 hour drive. He did not even acknowledged it. And DH basically pointed it out. This was even after asking DH to arrive 30 min early for appointment. Sheesh.
Dr was otherwise ok I guess. Said there are 3 ways to be anemic, 1) not enough iron, 2) blood factory otherwise not producing red blood cells or 3) blood is going somewhere (as in bleeding ulcer or a tumor). Sometimes the lab numbers make inferences...he sees none now. Did indicate DH is not severely anemic. Ordered blood test and more tests after that, depending on what he analyzes from yesterday's results.
I was irritated at DH because his GP suggested upper gi and colonoscopy. not this. DH opted to go to blood specialist first. Did DH not think this would be important to tell me? Then again, maybe he did and I forgot.
We do really need to find a GP down here in retirement state. The drive yesterday in one day was the pits. Plus we brought pup so she would not tear house up.
Day 28, I am grateful for our health care system in the US. It is not the best maybe, but pretty good. Day 29, I am happy for a day with little to do.
Hope you are finding a little time for yourselves.
Thank you so much for reading and commenting, especially those of you who offered prayers and encouragement.
Wednesday, November 28, 2018
Day 28, 2 months retired!
Today we got DH first SS check. Thank you universe!
We are leaving in 15 min for our drive to city.
I just want to thank you so much for your prayers and encouragement. Crazy how this internet gives people this outlet and I am so grateful for it.
Thank you! Will update tomorrow.
We are leaving in 15 min for our drive to city.
I just want to thank you so much for your prayers and encouragement. Crazy how this internet gives people this outlet and I am so grateful for it.
Thank you! Will update tomorrow.
Tuesday, November 27, 2018
Being Scared, Days 26 & 27
We slept in late Monday after a windy cold 4 hour golf game on Sunday, followed by an evening Dexter binge session on NF. Monday we just puttered around the house and checked in with family that had to drive back to blizzard Sunday in the city. Temps in the 20's and about 6 inches of snow. Stayed in the 30's here yesterday.
Today when I got up 27 but sunny. I slept really good thanks to my 90 min power yoga last night, but as soon as I woke up my mind started...
Tomorrow we have to drive to the city. DH has an appointment with an oncologist. He told his mother the doctor was a hematologist. Well, he is...but his specialty is oncology.
It is weird to have a worry like this and no work to escape to, distract me. I do well to focus on a goal (getting through an 8-10 hour workday). But just sitting here with it...well that is new to me. Ironic that tomorrow we drive 4 hours to oncologist appt and it marks the exact 60th day of our retirement. The 2 months have been amazing. We have finished some projects, tweaked our house and set it up to serve our day to day life, continued to organize and purge, get ready for winter, enjoyed settling in to a daily routine, done some nice hikes and walks. But we have relaxed a lot and we like it. Perfect time to retire...fall. Get our house situated, streamline and get ready to enjoy a long, slow, calm and quiet winter. Now this.
DH is not letting on at all that he is worried. He is actually like a little boy when he is hurting or sick usually, but he is very quiet on this. He says he is not worried since it has been going on several years (red blood cell anemia). That does not worry me by itself, but he is also having some kidney function tests that are abnormal (hyponatremia and creatinine) and that combined with the anemia scares me.
More later. Please send positive energy if you don't pray, prayers if you do. I am grateful for other's prayers and I am grateful for our 60 days.
Today when I got up 27 but sunny. I slept really good thanks to my 90 min power yoga last night, but as soon as I woke up my mind started...
Tomorrow we have to drive to the city. DH has an appointment with an oncologist. He told his mother the doctor was a hematologist. Well, he is...but his specialty is oncology.
It is weird to have a worry like this and no work to escape to, distract me. I do well to focus on a goal (getting through an 8-10 hour workday). But just sitting here with it...well that is new to me. Ironic that tomorrow we drive 4 hours to oncologist appt and it marks the exact 60th day of our retirement. The 2 months have been amazing. We have finished some projects, tweaked our house and set it up to serve our day to day life, continued to organize and purge, get ready for winter, enjoyed settling in to a daily routine, done some nice hikes and walks. But we have relaxed a lot and we like it. Perfect time to retire...fall. Get our house situated, streamline and get ready to enjoy a long, slow, calm and quiet winter. Now this.
DH is not letting on at all that he is worried. He is actually like a little boy when he is hurting or sick usually, but he is very quiet on this. He says he is not worried since it has been going on several years (red blood cell anemia). That does not worry me by itself, but he is also having some kidney function tests that are abnormal (hyponatremia and creatinine) and that combined with the anemia scares me.
More later. Please send positive energy if you don't pray, prayers if you do. I am grateful for other's prayers and I am grateful for our 60 days.
Sunday, November 25, 2018
Day 25, Grateful for Perspective
Maybe you’re experiencing a season of life right now where you feel...rejected, abandoned, disappointed, unwanted, alone...We all experience these feelings at one time or another. Maybe as a little girl or even a grown woman who desperately wishes her daddy would love her, an employee who longs for the approval of her boss, a woman who would give anything if her husband would pay attention to her, or one whose husband has walked away. Maybe you feel forgotten by friends or family during the busy holiday season, and loneliness and painful emotions threaten to steal your joy...When we find ourselves feeling this way, we’re faced with two choices. We can turn away from God in anger and frustration and develop a sour attitude. Or we can allow the words of the psalmist to motivate us to step up in our faith...Psalm 43:3, “Send out your light and your truth; let them guide me. Let them lead me to your holy mountain, to the place where you live...If you’re feeling forgotten, by others or by God, let your hope swell and your joy return by intentionally believing that God will never leave you and is always by your side. Make a commitment to focus on God’s presence and the blessings He’s given you, and let God be the source of your joy...Dear Lord, I’ve been feeling...alone in this world...Forgive me for doubting, and fill my heart with the joy of Your presence. I commit today to seek after You, put my hope in You and praise You even when I’m struggling. In Jesus’ Name, Amen."
-Tracie Miles
This really resonated with me today. If have felt lonely and lost in my life...I developed bad coping strategies. I persevered at my poor choices...I learned I can also make better choices...and preserver in the those. Today, I try to remain hopeful, grateful and help others. My feelings change like the weather in the midwest.
Wish me luck as we play golf in the wind today. Cold front is coming in and all day temps will be dropping.
Have a wonderful Sunday. Spoil yourself just a little today. Start with a thought.
Day 25, I am grateful for perspective.
Friday, November 23, 2018
Beaver Moon
First full moon on Thanksgiving in 98 years, since 1920.
Worked on Thanksgiving prep today, did few errands and visited with family from out of town.
Got new TV, got it all set up and moved 2 others. We just have this last one to do wiring on in attic.
Winding down and enjoying the new one now. Have much lounging and food...will have to work this off next week.
Thankful today for Thanksgiving.
Thursday, November 22, 2018
Thanksgiving, Thank YOU
Happy thanksgiving!
I made a post on social media that we had finished the difficult side of our house, getting trim painted and lived to see another Thanksgiving. I sort of was only half way kidding. It was dangerous and stressful and this is the very last time we will ever attempt this. At least without scaffolding or a cherry picker!
DH was trying out some new sunglasses and got really dizzy. Plus, he was up at the very peak on the extension ladder and had to reach way up and lean back. I know from painting ceilings, leaning back is very hard on the back. And I do yoga and have a strong back. The really dangerous part is the tight squeeze between the house and the carport, so the ladder is very steep here and in danger of tipping back to dump one of us off!
I know he will be relaxing a lot today and I will treat him like a king. After we finished the trim paint, we got up in the attic and finished the wiring with new cables so we can attach master bedroom and guest room/sitting room/office to antenna and watch 14 channels.
Then, I took down the old tattered lace curtains and put privacy film on the dormer windows into the attic. It look really good now. Then we had leftovers and fresh biscuits for dinner and I cooked up the meat for our lasagna today.
Here is attic windows before and after. The difference is not clear in photos. In person, it looks much nicer, cleaner and updated.
Today will be just quiet Thanksgiving. Just us, DH family celebrates Saturday.
I have a lot of heaviness on my heart from some family and friends battling sickness and loneliness. I just pray for all of you out there to have some light in your heart today and remember that whatever we feel heaviness about is only temporary. Reach out and you will receive.
Today I am grateful for you. The couple of people who read and comment. Have a great day.
I made a post on social media that we had finished the difficult side of our house, getting trim painted and lived to see another Thanksgiving. I sort of was only half way kidding. It was dangerous and stressful and this is the very last time we will ever attempt this. At least without scaffolding or a cherry picker!
DH was trying out some new sunglasses and got really dizzy. Plus, he was up at the very peak on the extension ladder and had to reach way up and lean back. I know from painting ceilings, leaning back is very hard on the back. And I do yoga and have a strong back. The really dangerous part is the tight squeeze between the house and the carport, so the ladder is very steep here and in danger of tipping back to dump one of us off!
I know he will be relaxing a lot today and I will treat him like a king. After we finished the trim paint, we got up in the attic and finished the wiring with new cables so we can attach master bedroom and guest room/sitting room/office to antenna and watch 14 channels.
Then, I took down the old tattered lace curtains and put privacy film on the dormer windows into the attic. It look really good now. Then we had leftovers and fresh biscuits for dinner and I cooked up the meat for our lasagna today.
Here is attic windows before and after. The difference is not clear in photos. In person, it looks much nicer, cleaner and updated.
Today will be just quiet Thanksgiving. Just us, DH family celebrates Saturday.
I have a lot of heaviness on my heart from some family and friends battling sickness and loneliness. I just pray for all of you out there to have some light in your heart today and remember that whatever we feel heaviness about is only temporary. Reach out and you will receive.
Today I am grateful for you. The couple of people who read and comment. Have a great day.
Wednesday, November 21, 2018
Thanksgiving Week, Day 20 and 21
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Yesterday we played golf again at the public course closest to our house, that is fairly affordable. The free round the manager comp'd us a month ago, we had to start on back 9 and we got lost few times, rushed because it was on a Wednesday and they have seniors scramble on Wednesdays. So, yesterday while cool (40s), it was sunny and very few playing. So we took our time and played 1 through 18. We really enjoyed it. We are going to see if we really do want to play once a week in Dec then decide if it fits in our budget to join, or just pay as we go.
Yesterday I also sold a few things, so I have earned almost $200 for my friend's sister. I will take 10% for my efforts...it's a lot of work.
Today we are going to paint one last part of trim on house we have dreaded and put off. Wish us luck!
We discussed Thanksgiving with SIL Monday. She and MIL decided to do prep together at MIL house. DH was ready to speak up since SIL still working and I have never hosted/prep'd large gathering meal...MIL may have though better and may have been persuaded by SIL. I am just glad I stayed out of that!
Happy Wednesday. Thankful today for our house we love, to keep us warm and safe, even if the maintenance is nearly killing us, lol. Just kidding, we could have hired painting help...this will be last time I paint exterior anything. Just trim even...
I am also thankful for sunny days to be able to get outside!
Monday, November 19, 2018
This Is Me! Day 19
This was from my Proverbs 31 Ministry devotional Friday...
"I lay in bed, eyes wide open. Everything around me at rest, except my mind. It's racing once more, reminding me that the darkness that is night, is not the only darkness that can rise. There's another that can fill our hearts and minds. Anxiety. Guilt. Regret. Those are my bedtime companions. The foes of a soul not at rest."
-Katrina V. Wylie
The phrase that caught my eye: "boundaries are not burdens" they are gifts.
Especially helpful after my trip back to family in the city this past weekend.
Just ran to the store and stocked up. I may have to go again to help with DH family dinner Sat. But I got my shopping done and got what I was planning to fix and bring. Sat night SIL told me that her mom told her she is not doing the majority of the holiday meals this year. And SIL said she and I are doing, and that Christmas dinner might be at my house. Sure would have been nice to have been privy to this discussion. I told DH and he just shook his head. Seems like a bad year to change everything, why not wait until SIL is retired next year. Oh, well. I will just roll with it.
I will talk more about my anxiety later. Not ready yet. I am still dealing with adjusting to my new life in retirement and the huge money adjustment that goes with that. I know everything will work itself out.
Just one foot in front of the other. I will send some of that energy out in yoga tonight.
Have a great Monday! Day 19 and I am grateful for yoga.
"I lay in bed, eyes wide open. Everything around me at rest, except my mind. It's racing once more, reminding me that the darkness that is night, is not the only darkness that can rise. There's another that can fill our hearts and minds. Anxiety. Guilt. Regret. Those are my bedtime companions. The foes of a soul not at rest."
-Katrina V. Wylie
The phrase that caught my eye: "boundaries are not burdens" they are gifts.
Especially helpful after my trip back to family in the city this past weekend.
Just ran to the store and stocked up. I may have to go again to help with DH family dinner Sat. But I got my shopping done and got what I was planning to fix and bring. Sat night SIL told me that her mom told her she is not doing the majority of the holiday meals this year. And SIL said she and I are doing, and that Christmas dinner might be at my house. Sure would have been nice to have been privy to this discussion. I told DH and he just shook his head. Seems like a bad year to change everything, why not wait until SIL is retired next year. Oh, well. I will just roll with it.
I will talk more about my anxiety later. Not ready yet. I am still dealing with adjusting to my new life in retirement and the huge money adjustment that goes with that. I know everything will work itself out.
Just one foot in front of the other. I will send some of that energy out in yoga tonight.
Have a great Monday! Day 19 and I am grateful for yoga.
Sunday, November 18, 2018
Mindfulness Meditation
Do not hide your light under a bushel. Arise and shine, for the light has come and the glory of the Lord is risen in thee." The glory of the Lord shines in the beauty of your character. It is risen in you, even though you can realize it only in part. "Now you see as in a glass darkly, but later you will see face to face." The glory of the Lord is too dazzling for mortals to see fully on earth. But some of this glory is risen in you when you try to reflect that light in your life.
-Hazelden Foundation
-Hazelden Foundation
Cold and rainy today. Perfect day to stay in and have leftovers. My SIL library had fundraiser dinner last night. It was nice. However, I learned 1 week prior to DH family dinner, SIL and I have to do whole thing.
I asked MIL, should she and I at least do the shopping? SIL works all week (well, prob not Friday, but I myself no NOT shop on black Friday).
So, while I am resting today. I will be making list if what I will be doing before Sat and where to buy it.
Have a wonderful Sunday Sabbath.
I am thankful for Thanksgiving.
Saturday, November 17, 2018
Day 17
I'm home. Had tea with my Aunts. Drove to my cousin to see her, say hi, give her a hug. She looks great! Says she is cancer free, short hair now...looks great on her.
Went on and detoured to town where DH got his venison processed and picked that up.
Got home, unpacked. Cleared room in freezer for venison. Said hello to DH and doggies.
Then we had to get ready for fundraiser for our little town library. It was nice. Then home 9pm. Couldn't wait to get into my jammies and lounge.
Thankful for home.
Friday, November 16, 2018
What Day Is It?
It feels like Saturday. But it is Friday. Drove to city Thursday. Ran bunch of errands for Granny. Waited till after rush hour to drive across town to aunts. Had sandwich with my Granny (free). Went to visit my aunt, walked in...learned her MIL passed away within an hour. So that's sad.
Slept ok. Got up, went to see other aunt. Visited...tried to offer perspective about some heavy family stuff...
Left, lunch with my former colleague. Great 2 hour lunch, talk. It was fun. Cool, but beautiful sunny day.
Tonight dinner with my best friend and my aunts. Then coffee with friends.
Ready to go home. On my way, picking up deer that was processed last week. Stopping to say hi to my cousin...ready to go home.
Sometimes, I feel nostalgic and this is one of those times...lots of feelings. Miss my mom. Worried about DH (more later).
" Let’s fuel our hearts with faith instead of fear.
Father, I want my words to show my confidence is built on You. Help me fuel my heart with faith instead of fear. In Jesus’ Name, Amen."
-Lynn Cowell
Day 16, thankful for my faith.
Wednesday, November 14, 2018
Not Much to Talk About, Day 14
I did not do 2nd power yoga, on one week. I was antsy enough from barely leaving my house in 2 days, I was ready for a walk. It was cold, 31, but no wind. The pup loved it.
I also listed bunch more stuff on PM, but no sales after I mentioned on here things were finally moving...false alarm!
We did run to town for a prescription. While there looked for rig to replace the one pup chewed, Walmart lacking decent rugs!
I will get one at At Home when I exchange lamp shades. We also got virtually indestructible chew for pup. Cross your fingers!
I am taking 32 inch TV to my friend on my way home to city to visit granny. The TV hook up broke, but is fairly easily fixed with a new part and some patience and dexterity (DH has little of either).
We are moving larger older TV into bedroom to use on interior antenna...move bedroom TV to my office and get new TV for living room. The one in there is not working on antenna in attic (but newer small one works fine on same antenna).
I think it us just DH way of getting super sized TV!
I leave for city Thursday. I may not post till Sunday after this. Have a great weekend!
I am grateful for not much to talk about .
Tuesday, November 13, 2018
Breathe
7I have started my 5 week bible study online "Breathe" written by Priscilla Shirer. Perfect timing, snowy and cold so I decided to stay in, if possible. But then, my online connection was gone. Could it be the still unburied internet line? I don't know. Don't have to let it get me down. I am practicing the art of not immediately reacting...not just outward, to others...but inside. Not immediately assigning a feeling to something...
So, I got a D on this. But it was my first time. I will work on that muscle memory.
I really loved this: "But sadly, I’ve often been unable to relish God’s double-portion miracle for me. And I think you probably know the feeling. Because believing that doing less can somehow produce more requires a resilient faith. It takes an unshakable concrete trust in God — the kind that won’t topple even in an earthquake of doubt — to maintain the confidence that allows you to stop, even when everything in you and around you says keep going. Keep pushing. Keep gathering. Keep persisting...Dear Lord, help me not to miss seeing You do what You do best: be God. Empower me to honor the foundation that supports a double-portion miracle — the Sabbath. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.
Ok, I had another chance not to react...I clicked on YouTube to follow along with the course accompanying videos and my computer had a Microsoft screen come up and say that my computer was blocked due to virus activity and I needed to call Microsoft. So I tried to call the number and my call was dropped twice. So, then I just laughed. Because how ironic. I am trying to do diff modes of media to take a class about doing less and my computer has meltdown. So, now the Russian hackers have my IP address and phone number. Oh well.
Heck of a way to start a Monday! Today was better! Sunny, beautiful day. Did nothing today and that's OK, I will try to accomplish something tomorrow...I am going to try and do 2nd yoga class (2 power in one week)...we shall see. Oh, and I am starting an afgan for my cousin too.
Monday, November 12, 2018
Monday Musings, Day 12 and Snow!
First day...DH gone. I can watch whatever I want on TV, or have music playing and no TV, read a book, get up and make noise in the morning without fear of waking him, wear no makeup, wear no bra...
Day 2...rainy drizzly and dark...miss DH so I will just drink some tea and have the last 2 brownies.
Day 3, cleaning out bunch of stuff to throw out, give to SIL, donate to Goodwill without DH asking what I am doing and want I am getting rid of, alsod donate to animal shelter...plus maybe buy couple frivolous things and bring them inside without DH pointing out the irony there...but it sure is dark...and cold...
Day 4...slept in then enjoyed reading in bed...worked in the yard...but watching NFL game wo DH...well, it's weird...better have a bit more coffee...maybe chocolate later after leftover meatloaf...Oh, well - I am slaying it! I got the side by side backed back into the shop and even hooked up the trickle charger all by myself without hitting his Harley! Look at me killing it. But now I am worried sick about him coming 200 miles home in quite a little weather event...snow up north and rain followed by sleet followed by snow down here...
I know he will come home today anyway. I don't know who he misses more. Me or the dogs.
I am so grateful for my family.
Sunday, November 11, 2018
Linen Closet
I wanted to show my linen closet after I cleaned it put and organized.
Happy Veterans Day and thank you to you and your families for your service.
No yoga Friday, but had nice brisk walk in the sun. And again Sat after I did some errands with SIL. We fed cows successfully Fri and Sat. We just finished for Sunday too. BIL back from his truck driving job to take over. While we were feeding Saturday, we realize a new baby just last night...our coldest night so far. The extra nutrition helps momma feed the new babies. She was off by herself...we took food over closer to her (not getting out if atv). Real slow...eased away.
Back at SIL house, we could see newest momma eating her special food. So we felt good, cold again tonight, Sunday thru Tues. Then warm up a little. Today was beautiful, sunny.
DH got a nice sized 10 point buck. We will have a feeezer full of organic game.
We had burgers at Whataburger Saturday...yawn. It was very mediocre. I prefer Wendy's.
Vitamin D ...do any of you feel S.A.D.? It gets so dark so early. I really notice in the evenings at home alone. I have east wall of windows. I really think my 45-60 min walks outside help. Today I did not walk, but was outside enjoying the sunshine working in the yard for a little while.
Does S.A.D. affect you? What do you do?
Friday, November 9, 2018
Day 9, Today
I slept pretty good last night without DH, but woke up 5am and could not fall back to sleep. I might just get layered up and walk the pup.
BIL and SIL need help with the cattle while he is working this weekend out of town. They have a 2nd baby, so nursing cows need extra nutrients, esp when this cold. It was low 30s this am, hard freeze tomorrow and Sunday be in the teens. I assured him, SIL and I can handle it. It will be after 5, so pretty cool and dark. I went ahead and put that warm stuff together. My new hunting jacket and fleece pants are warm! I will have to drive side by side about a mile, help SIL load bag of pellets and feed them to cows. Then drive home in the dark. My side by side has headlights, but it will be pretty cool. Hopefully not raining.
I put my gear on and walked outside to see if I could hear any owls, but did not hear any. I got warm quickly just standing there!
I love my daily book devotional today. From Jeasus Calling by Sarah Young: "when a future oriented worry assails you, capture it and disarm it by diffusing the light of My Presence into that mental image. Say to yourself, "Jesus will be with me then and there. With his help, I can cope. Then come home to the present moment, where you can enjoy Peace in my Presence ".
Day 9 and I am grateful for the ability and willingness to improve awareness to be present.
Wednesday, November 7, 2018
Last Mowing, Day 7
Hopefully our last mowing this season. Then we are going to winterize the mowers.
I am going to make brownies for DH to take with him for deer hunting/poker. I haven't decided if I am doing yoga tonight, I am still pretty sore and will get tired from mowing too.
There is a cartoon in the paper this morning of a man who has a voter sticker on and clothespin on his nose. While I agree choices are what they are, I know there are good people out there running for office wanting to do their best public service.
"ShrineofStJude: We pray that political leaders may live lives of integrity, seek to protect all citizens, & provide for the needs of their people."
We are supposed to get hard freeze Saturday. I will be able to cut down my peonies and prep that bed for winter. I am trying to enjoy the leaves that are still left.
Day 7 and I am grateful for the country I live in and all the sacrifices of those who gave it all.
Tuesday, November 6, 2018
Selling!
I have 45 pair of shoes and boots of my friend's sister listed...not a single sale yet until this week. Then I sold one pair of boots and 2 jeans.
It is funny how it sort of cascaded once it gets started. Can be Amy project. Clearing out clutter, organizing, rearranging, selling, even giving away. Once I get started, it flows.
I also went through box of photos of my neice and nephew. Kept just few and plan to photo and transfer to electronic storage and otherwise incorporate into my current photos.
Then I divided them all up to give to neice and nephew. Thus freeing up a large box. I also went through a big pile of picture frames and prepared for donation.
While DH is away at deer hunt, I will declutter even more. He did agree to donate 2 huge speakers...so that is great!
This morning, I worked on clearing out some cabinets and I am going to store some glassware in more long term way...if I dont find myself using, I will donate. Then I dusted and watched birds till DH got up.
We have to drive to other side of the county for his lab and my dr. My dr appt I set back in May or so, funny how the lab got put on same day, conveniently. I hope my new specialist is good, I will miss my doctor in the city, but not the huge medical facility challenges that came with her. But with huge medical facility comes cutting edge knowledge and strategy? Will I be giving up quality for smaller practice? We shall see.
I am grateful for my health. It us generally very good, at least I seems to be something I can engage in and affect holistically. My body allowed me to complete a pretty challenging class last night. Today I feel it!
Monday, November 5, 2018
Rain Idea, Day 5
Sat night, rain falling ..gave me an idea...for a rain chime. I quickly googled whether something like that existed. Our bedroom windows are on north and east sides, in NE corner of house. Our bed is between 2 windows on north side. The north side of our house is a tall pitch with no gutter, so the water drips down and is loud. I like it. I also like that our bedroom is the coldest part of the house. At City House, bedroom was hottest corner of house and we had vaulted ceilings which magnified the temperature disparity.
There are such things as rain chimes. You can google. I am not sure how to attach a picture of a google image search. I will try. They are basically a line of metal objects (small bowls or baskets/chain that gathers the rain and channels it downward, amplifying the sound of water. I am going to be on the lookout for old brass candle holders at the thrift store. I found a tutorial on You Tube. I am going to have it/them empty into a rain barrel.
Coming this spring! Have a great day. Today I am gong to relax and fix us something healthy to eat. We are both feeling like kids the day after Halloween binge. We will still have cake for breakfast once in a while. But that needs to be the occasional treat, not the norm. Then I think I am going to plant my other 2 mums and gradually begin my shift to Christmas décor. Help DH get his hunting trip packing/prep finished. Walk the dog, if the weather allows.
I am having a little stomach nausea going on 3 days now after my flu shot. Figuring this is normal. I have only had the flu shot once or twice before. Don't remember.
I was on the phone with a family member for an hour this morning, catching up. I have a few family members that are struggling with physical, mental burdens right now. It is heavy and I pray for them.
I am grateful that I have a day to day walk with God and I can go to him for support.
Sunday, November 4, 2018
Our First...And Second Hikes!
Yesterday started out not going my way...I got up and drove to yoga, happy to be making up a session since I missed Halloween. I get there - class cancelled. Darn. So, what do I do? I buy donuts. You know, makes sense!
My day turned around fast!
Then had coffee with DH and we decided to take a day drive and look at the leaves before they are all blown off the trees. We were going to do more trim painting and it was not hard to change our minds!
We picked a general direction and started driving. We saw a park at a lake and stopped and found a trail that was showing on an app I have and we were glad we stopped! It was beautiful area. It is a state park, but it is within a national forest. DH said he would love to come back and try out our kayaks. I added that I want to stay in one of the cabins. I added it might be a little creepy because they close the gates at the main road. DH laughed. Obviously I watch too much 48 Hours and Dateline.
We did about a 2 mile hike in a fairly steep area, skirting the lake. We just enjoyed being out and I told DH that this was why I wanted to move to this state. He agreed. The leaves are past the prime color season, but there all still lots of yellows and oranges. I took some pretty pictures. When I did the search on the app for trails, there are like 250 in my corner of the state.
After the steepish hike, we drove some more. I stopped at a restaurant for catfish. It was wonderful. They even served green tomato relish. We are close to another town that I had gone to graduate school 20 years ago. But the area is so much more grown up it is unrecognizable!
Then we drove about 20 more miles to another really nice state park. This park includes a museum and battlefield. This battlefield was key in the civil war. We visited all the stations and watched a video, looked at the displays. Then we walked the 1.5 mile circuit. Just beautiful. And the history really made us grateful. That we live in such a wonderful, complicated country.
Then we drove home and DH told me he would think twice next time I want him to look at leaves with me...he was worn out! I think I wore our or big dog too.
Hope you are enjoying fall. Happy end of Daylight Savings!
P.S. By way of update on our antenna...we have personally run new cable to the living room and kitchen from our existing antenna and we get all the major local stations and several public TV stations. We actually think we had a bad cable. We are also enjoying the ease of watching Amazon Prime and Netflix. I am so grateful for the beauty of nature outside, but also my warm cozy house and a bit of TV for entertainment on a cold rainy fall evening. I am happy we have cut that cord and saved that expense.
My day turned around fast!
Then had coffee with DH and we decided to take a day drive and look at the leaves before they are all blown off the trees. We were going to do more trim painting and it was not hard to change our minds!
We picked a general direction and started driving. We saw a park at a lake and stopped and found a trail that was showing on an app I have and we were glad we stopped! It was beautiful area. It is a state park, but it is within a national forest. DH said he would love to come back and try out our kayaks. I added that I want to stay in one of the cabins. I added it might be a little creepy because they close the gates at the main road. DH laughed. Obviously I watch too much 48 Hours and Dateline.
We did about a 2 mile hike in a fairly steep area, skirting the lake. We just enjoyed being out and I told DH that this was why I wanted to move to this state. He agreed. The leaves are past the prime color season, but there all still lots of yellows and oranges. I took some pretty pictures. When I did the search on the app for trails, there are like 250 in my corner of the state.
After the steepish hike, we drove some more. I stopped at a restaurant for catfish. It was wonderful. They even served green tomato relish. We are close to another town that I had gone to graduate school 20 years ago. But the area is so much more grown up it is unrecognizable!
Then we drove about 20 more miles to another really nice state park. This park includes a museum and battlefield. This battlefield was key in the civil war. We visited all the stations and watched a video, looked at the displays. Then we walked the 1.5 mile circuit. Just beautiful. And the history really made us grateful. That we live in such a wonderful, complicated country.
Then we drove home and DH told me he would think twice next time I want him to look at leaves with me...he was worn out! I think I wore our or big dog too.
Hope you are enjoying fall. Happy end of Daylight Savings!
P.S. By way of update on our antenna...we have personally run new cable to the living room and kitchen from our existing antenna and we get all the major local stations and several public TV stations. We actually think we had a bad cable. We are also enjoying the ease of watching Amazon Prime and Netflix. I am so grateful for the beauty of nature outside, but also my warm cozy house and a bit of TV for entertainment on a cold rainy fall evening. I am happy we have cut that cord and saved that expense.
Saturday, November 3, 2018
Queen
We never see movies on the day they are released. But today I noticed that even the new releases are shown early in the day, so we went and voted early, got our flu shots and went to a 1:30pm show.
From Wikipedia: "
Farrokh Bulsara, known professionally as Freddie Mercury, was a British singer, songwriter and record producer, best known as the lead vocalist of the rock band Queen...Mercury was born of Parsi descent on Zanzibar, and grew up there and in India before moving with his family to Middlesex, England, in his late teens."
We saw Bohemian Rhapsody yesterday and I truly enjoyed it. Then we watched TV and had chili from the crockpot.
Today we hiked, TWICE! We are tired. I will write about it tomorrow. Gave a great Saturday night!
I am thankful for my DH, my best friend.
Friday, November 2, 2018
Day 2, Friends
Alicia Bruxvoort in my Proverbs 31 Ministry email today wrote about friends...
"...He goes before us, and He stands behind us. (Psalm 139:5)
He walks beside us, (Isaiah 41:10) and He dwells within us. (John 14:17)
And, according to Joshua 1:9, when we’re short on courage, it’s in His presence that we find our pluck!
“… be strong and courageous. Never be afraid or discouraged because I am your God, the Eternal One, and I will remain with you wherever you go” (Joshua 1:9).
So next time we’re overwhelmed by the challenges that stretch before us, let’s remember the Faithful Friend who stands beside us."
I had several texts yesterday and this morning from friends checking in. Saying hi.
We decided yesterday that with our dogs acting out a bit over so much change and our old boy sleeping so hard...we are wondering if he is soon leaving us, or if this is just a new stage...
Anyway, we will stagger our November visit back to city and not hire pet sitter and still be money ahead.
DH goes next week to play golf with his one brother and deer hunt with the other. I automatically wished I had scheduled a girls weekend like we used to do...but very soon decided I would relish my solitude.
I can still text my girlfriends...
Have a wonderful Friday! We are feeling so much lighter...we got 2 of our 3 new income streams going...AND DH received his earned time off monetary pay out. Whew.
I am grateful for friends.
Thursday, November 1, 2018
30 Day Gratitude Challenge, Day 1
Now that we are retired, I have time to do some challenges...I am going to do the 30 day gratitude challenge on my blog, not on social media.
I read a great post by Karl Staib on Becoming Minimalist. He is also considering mental clutter, which I want to consider now that everything about my life has changed due to retirement. Old, unhelpful, negative thoughts...
Karl wrote: "...I admit I have a long way to go, but each day I work on clearing clutter from my mind and my home. I’m getting better at noticing these thoughts and not letting them dictate my actions. I’m also noticing the recurring negative thoughts and combating them with the most powerful mental habit known to man. Gratitude. Choosing to be grateful for what I have and not feeling like I need more has provided a big improvement in my outlook and overall happiness."
DH and I did absolutely nothing yesterday. I did some laundry and fixed a couple shelves on my side of the closet, but that's all. I did not even get dressed properly (sweats) and no make up.
We watched TV and movies. It was great. It rained all day. When it got dark, I lit a candle and we turned out the lights. I had left overs for lunch and DH had left overs for dinner.
Today we are going to get our haircut and get some coffee at Sam's. I finally sold my velvet blackout drapes.
I am grateful for this opportunity to explore doing, having, thinking less. Helping me to get to know myself. Have a wonderful first day of November.
Trim before (medium brown)
Trim after (white)
Wednesday, October 31, 2018
Happy Halloween!
We are letting our bodies rest up after the stress of painting (and trimming wisteria).
Not even sure I will make it to yoga tonight.
This blissful inactivity corresponds with a cold front bringing rain to our area. I sure feel for the kids who want to trick or treat. From my childhood north of here, I remember some pretty darn cold and rainy Halloweens.
How are you spending All Souls Eve and All Saints Day?
Happy hump day
Tuesday, October 30, 2018
Front Trim Paint Finished
Now we just have sides and rear. But I am happy to report we lived another day after doing some steep ladder and roof work.
I dread the south side. Will post photos soon.
DH did 2 parts and I was so nervous. At one point he shut me up, just told me to stop and he went on up the ladder, on to the roof.
I insisted after we got all the front finished, we rest and eat. It was taxing for me and I know for him. He has a bad back.
Fixed a yummy pasta dish with roasted eggplant I saw on Rachel Ray. Just lounged and watched an old Jeff Bridges and Tommy Lee Jones movie called Blown Away.
Wed and Thurs rain...more pain Friday.
Happy Halloween to all of you out there! We don't have Trick or Treeters...impossible when you have chihuahuas.
Monday, October 29, 2018
Trim Paint
Well, I finished the entire front side of our house exterior trim, except for 2 of the steep roof angles and the dormers.
DH repaired couple pieces of wood around dormers and caulked. We will paint trim around dormers tomorrow.
We are not exactly how to reach the steep pitch of the roof angles...stay tuned.
Sunday, October 28, 2018
Beautiful Weather
The day is just beautiful outside and we are inside...watching NFL. Big rivalry today, my cousin and I go back and forth. She roots for opponent. Looks like from social media she had Halloween party last night. I was falling asleep by 11.
I did take a nice walk with our pup this morning. Its sunny in the 70s today. Trees are just gorgeous.
I finished painting trellis my friend gave me from his late mom's lake house. Yesterday we hung a couple bird houses.
Today I am taking my moms pumpkin roll and my sister's choc cake to her house for my nephew's bday dinner.
Enjoy your Sunday!
Saturday, October 27, 2018
Don't You Just Love Befores and Afters!?
"My heart is related to my relationship with my creator...That means my heart is attached to truth, wisdom, strength, healing and so much more. It demands that the messages filtering through my heart must first pass through my faith."
Suzie Eller, Proverbs 31. Yesterday Amy Carroll wrote about elbow room we get when we lose something. Something changes and we have room for growth.
I am essentially a Before and an After.
Something changed for me yesterday. I was so tired after trimming our 2nd wisteria arbor, that I could barely make it to dinner my my dear inlaws. But I muddled through (Mexican food, yum).
I have been gradually cutting more meat out of my meals (health and budget) and so I was starving last night. We ate dinner and I was asleep on the couch 9.30pm!
This is a huge time of change for DH and I. We have room to make some changes, some growth.
Some changes I have gone through previously in life have left room. When my mom and my DLH SCG died, I had room to grow, for sure. When I got my degrees...when I figured out children were not in my future...when I adopted pets...when my Dad died...
I am learning that if I remember I am not the center of the universe, I can listen and let my faith guide my heart. Right now, I am mostly getting to know myself, which might seem weird to someone reading.
But my entire life I have stayed busy and employed many distractions to avoid looking inward. But as I was falling asleep again after I got off the couch, brushed my teeth, washed my face and put my lotion on...I realized how blessed I am to get to know my DH more during this shift of life.
He quickly offered to drive his folks to the other side of the county Monday for a Dr appt. His folks relieved to accept the gesture, him quick to offer and myself completely in agreement. I just love my in laws so much. And I am blessed to have them.
What changed to give you elbow room? What are you learning lately?
Suzie Eller, Proverbs 31. Yesterday Amy Carroll wrote about elbow room we get when we lose something. Something changes and we have room for growth.
I am essentially a Before and an After.
Something changed for me yesterday. I was so tired after trimming our 2nd wisteria arbor, that I could barely make it to dinner my my dear inlaws. But I muddled through (Mexican food, yum).
I have been gradually cutting more meat out of my meals (health and budget) and so I was starving last night. We ate dinner and I was asleep on the couch 9.30pm!
This is a huge time of change for DH and I. We have room to make some changes, some growth.
Some changes I have gone through previously in life have left room. When my mom and my DLH SCG died, I had room to grow, for sure. When I got my degrees...when I figured out children were not in my future...when I adopted pets...when my Dad died...
I am learning that if I remember I am not the center of the universe, I can listen and let my faith guide my heart. Right now, I am mostly getting to know myself, which might seem weird to someone reading.
But my entire life I have stayed busy and employed many distractions to avoid looking inward. But as I was falling asleep again after I got off the couch, brushed my teeth, washed my face and put my lotion on...I realized how blessed I am to get to know my DH more during this shift of life.
He quickly offered to drive his folks to the other side of the county Monday for a Dr appt. His folks relieved to accept the gesture, him quick to offer and myself completely in agreement. I just love my in laws so much. And I am blessed to have them.
What changed to give you elbow room? What are you learning lately?
Friday, October 26, 2018
A Few Chore Projects, A Few More Fun Projects
"The minute you begin to do what you really want to do, it's really a different kind of life."
- R. Buckminster Fuller
Today I am going a little of what I dont and a little more what I do...
Trim other wisteria arbor, a short walk...then couch potato.
No check today. So we are on tight budget for another week. We can get into svgs, but I really want to maintain that for emergency and home projects. It is no big deal.
Talked to my Granny Wednesday. She is good. Has stomach 'fullness'. Doctor doesn't have any ideas. My aunt thinks maybe liver. Ironic, my DGM has never had a drop of alcohol. But she has had problems with gal and liver ducts.
Told her not sure when we will get back to city...soon. we need a check first. Have to arrange for the dogs...
Today is cool and overcast here. Have a great Friday! What are your plans?
Thursday, October 25, 2018
Lazy Rainy Thursday
Today we slept in. Did yoga after golf Wed and was out if gas by 9pm! Ran couple errands. Walked the dogs. I walked pup about 3 more miles after we walked 2 chi's. Just as I got home it rained in earnest.
Great day to rearrange bookshelves. Cleared out few more things. Have taken trunk full each week, now I have another to take to Goodwill!
Sat with blankets and hot tea on covered back patio and read for an hour. I like listening to the rain. We are feeling more "pinch me" moments. I guess it stinks in slowly, this idea of retirement. That's ok, I want to savor it and be in the gratitude as long as I can.
Tonight, we signed up for Netflix and binge watched Schitt's Creek. We enjoyed it and are finally feeling like we aren't facing endless to-do lists.
I will feel better when we get our dormer windows trim replaced (couple places worn out), get edge of siding called at foundation edge and get all our trim outside painted...oh, and finally get a check. We picked up inexpensive saw today. We decided we want to paint our gas fire pit so we can enjoy the patio a few more weeks. We need to ssndvoff some rust and get it spiffed up a bit.
Tomorrow's Friday, not that it matters.
Wednesday, October 24, 2018
Enough
Well I didnt win the lottery, did you?
God is able to give you more than you need, so that you will always have all you need for yourselves and more than enough for every good cause.” 2 Corinthians 9:8 (GNT)
Have a great Wednesday. Going to enjoy the day out golfing. Supposed to turn cool Thursday.
Tuesday, October 23, 2018
Enemy Within
This morning I paid off my credit card and froze it. Literally. My DH just shook his head. I am not worried about spending, but moments of unplanned panic could lead me to grab it and spend.
He called about his benefits, 2 more weeks to be sent to our investment company. Hopefully that wont mean 2 more weeks after that. We are planning on ss/pension checks end of Nov. Sure would be nice to get his last check...anytime now we have been told.
So ones mind spins and works...we will be fine, I know...but sure will feel better when income stream in place. We are going from 3 cards to 2...and next year before annual fee on Amex we will shut it down.
Yesterday after trimming wisteria we watched a movie and short walk. Breakfast for dinner. Today I am putting straw on empty raised bed, doing a walk and coffee with friends.
Tomorrow we may try golf course at place we are thinking of joining. DH to call later and set up a time.
Today we are having leftovers and I have an antenna to return...need to buy few things at the store thursday.
Have a wonderful tuesday!
Monday, October 22, 2018
Minimal Monday
It was so good to sleep in my own bed last night! Slept in till 8:00 and then watched the pup do her business, so decided I would walk her later, so I could lounge around and work on my website favorites (saving them all at work so I had to move them to my home computer). I also paid a bill.
We officially have used up all our money until we get a check (not yet dipped into savings yet). We have no idea when we will get paid - thank you fed government.
Today, we are taking our new Suzuki 200 to get a new tire. Yes, we just bought it a week ago and it already has a flat. I also want some straw for my raised garden beds.
I came home yesterday afternoon, walked the pup and then made us a dinner of roasted veggies and a casserole (cheese substitute please!). We enjoyed eating it together at our kitchen nook table. I nice new habit for us - as in the city we almost always ate at raised coffee table we used to have front of TV. HAHA
I forgot to mention that we successfully strung a cable to our kitchen TV, so at least we can watch the few antenna channels we get while I am cooking. I loved it the other day when I baked cookies for 4 hours (the cut out sugar cookies take forever!). And we bought and figured out a Roku in the livning room, where DH enjoyed couple of movies while I was gone overnight.
You have a great Monday!
We officially have used up all our money until we get a check (not yet dipped into savings yet). We have no idea when we will get paid - thank you fed government.
Today, we are taking our new Suzuki 200 to get a new tire. Yes, we just bought it a week ago and it already has a flat. I also want some straw for my raised garden beds.
I came home yesterday afternoon, walked the pup and then made us a dinner of roasted veggies and a casserole (cheese substitute please!). We enjoyed eating it together at our kitchen nook table. I nice new habit for us - as in the city we almost always ate at raised coffee table we used to have front of TV. HAHA
I forgot to mention that we successfully strung a cable to our kitchen TV, so at least we can watch the few antenna channels we get while I am cooking. I loved it the other day when I baked cookies for 4 hours (the cut out sugar cookies take forever!). And we bought and figured out a Roku in the livning room, where DH enjoyed couple of movies while I was gone overnight.
You have a great Monday!
Sunday, October 21, 2018
Sentimental Sunday
After my company left, I headed north hauling a few pieces for my friend who is moving, delivering to my friend diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in May. I was so happy to see him and another good friend and hug them and give my friends girlfriend my number and support.
Then I saw my Florida friends, spent the night at their cabin. Then we had breakfast this morning and we went our separate ways to get home.
I am depleted but hopefully gave away some of my love and hope. I love these people so much.
Had a relaxing, reflective drive home. Listened to Sally Field's memoir. I am enjoying it. I stopped at a antique mall to look for couple books and ended up with a cool watering can for my plants I brought in.
Fixing a chicken and rice casserole and roasted veggies. Afyer I walked the pup and wore her out.
Enjoy your sunday!
Saturday, October 20, 2018
Our First Post Retirement Visitors
My cousin and her husband from OK came to visit! We had such a nice visit! Friday we went to War Eagle with my sister. It was cold and rainy, but we had boots and 4 wheel drive, thank Goodness.
Then, we had nice lunch at AQ Chicken and another show in Bella Vista. My DH bought me a hunting jacket and pants. I am not sure I could kill a deer, but I could hunt fowl.
Anyway, it will be more time spent with DH. Even I just sit and listen to nature.
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