He has been gone 5 years. The day was just another day. Fortunately.
I do not feel anything except empathy for my grandmother and my brother...and I guess my siter. I do not know what she feels exactly, but in the past we have had similar conflicted feelings about it.
It is complicated.
I can understand the complicated feelings. My real dad was not there for me at all. My half sister was closer to him, so she misses him a bit.
ReplyDeleteSame way for our family. Dad was gruff and dictatorial for me and my sister's childhood, then he was a big soft teddy bear for my half brother. It is like we had completely different dad.
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