This is from yesterday ..I feel restless today. Not sure why. Maybe because I am in limbo on a few things and my ability to control stuff is compromised. I am still making progress toward the goal post, but I need to be grateful in the moment. Not just put it out there for a few days around Thanksgiving and then move on full speed to unbridled Christmas. Although, now that I am really not into Christmas, so that might give reason for my malaise.
I am back on overtime, but just for a couple of weeks. Yet, it intrudes into my housekeeping and workout and that affects my anxiety a little. I have a couple of other projects I have to abandon too, so there is the shuffling and my DG does not get the attention she deserves. I will just try to focus on the positives, remember it is temporary and think of the extra cash! I will just have to do a little more after work in the evenings and try to focus my workouts on Sun/Mon night yoga. When I was working OT this summer, it wasn't so bad because it does not get dark until 9-9:30. Now that it gets dark at 5:30, I am ready to go home and crawl into bed.
I haven't sold anything despite listing a lot more since Sunday. But the real progress is that I have found several more things to list. It really is like a floodgate, once you tap into that feeling, stuff just becomes so easy to let go of. Crazy!
